If I could turn back time sometimes I wonder would I do anything different, would I change my decisions, would it have made a difference.
We will never know, and I really don’t dwell on that ever but my worry is that I don’t want to go another 1 year, 5 years, 10 years and sit and look back and feel the same way, I don’t want regrets I don’t want to lose anymore time, I want to be bold enough to make the choices I want and say the things I truly feel.
The joys of my anxiety is that I’ve always felt this way after I lost so much time to the person who caused my ptsd. I’m told it’s a natural thing but that still doesn’t make it any easier.
— Trena Wall